When Living Gets Really Tough!
You may know of someone who has been through a rough time… I used to totally believe that it was always our own creation and our own karma that produced such happenings. But I have come to realise that it is not necessarily as simple as this.
Anyway, read about this pathetic little story here. As I can laugh about it all now, and the wounds have healed, the scars and the knowings are brilliant reminders of what can happen (and actually quite easily) when we try to help others without taking care of ourself first, or without listening to our inner guidance when it warns us about a person or dangerous turn in the road ahead.
I hope you can benefit from this true tale of survival!
How I Survived
There is something I want to share with you right here, right now, that shows that the techniques I have written about are real and have been acquired through trial and error. And I can assure you that many of the clients that have seen me over the years have had similar tales to tell, and have later had similar triumphs to report. So let me tell you how I had to learn these techniques for myself because of what happened to me in my life.
This story is directly from my own personal life.
I know what it is like to be exhausted and depressed!
Quite some years back, I went through a really difficult time, losing everything, and I mean everything. This was because of someone else’s lies and deceit, and my own naivety (and who hasn’t been taken in at some time or another?)
I lost my property, my income and my health. And found myself interstate knowing hardly anyone, and without family or friends to support me. Then the very people owing me a lot of money claimed that the opposite was the case.
Even though this person had signed a legally organised contractual agreement to repay me all that he owed me, and we had drawn this legal document up together with a good-standing solicitor, he reneged. Not only that, they stooped so low as to also send a computer virus to destroy all of my proof and records, and then threatened to pursue me to court if I continued to make a claim against them.
This was then followed up with a solicitor’s letter, even knowing full well that what they claimed were all lies. I confess to being amazed that people could live in such level of delusion and denial. And sheer cruelty. Initially I wondered where and how I had attracted this…
Where to from here?
Weary, heart-broken, disillusioned, stunned and exhausted, and finding myself with nowhere to live, and hardly any furniture worth speaking about, I had to find a way to overcome this situation.
I was broke, lonely, in shock, hurting, betrayed, scared and felt quite lost…
[If this is sounding really sad to already, I want you to please remember that I eventually survived and triumphed over all of this… but at least you will know that you are not alone when it appears others try to destroy you… One perception I later realised was that there must be something precious within you that really bothers the dark aspects of this type of person for them to want to go to such lengths…]
I limped back to my original home state and found a cheap room to rent and used my futon couch as my bed.
No income, no work, feeling betrayed, unsupported, exhausted, scared, and prone to feeling very angry when I could occasionally summon up the energy.
Not only that, I was no longer a spring chicken, and when one gets into their mid-late 40s it is often very hard to find new employment, no matter the qualifications. “Over-qualified” was the story I kept getting despite my excellent professional and corporate record, which generally meant that they could get someone a lot cheaper, a lot younger and with more energy to give them, even though I could work a lot smarter and faster. [Some of you may well understand what impact this can have on someone who is reaching that still current attitude of a hidden ‘use-by-date’ standard set up in society.]
This was not the first time that I had experienced severe loss and hardship, but this time it was a lot harder to recover. I no longer had the same resilience or the boundless energy of youth on my side.
And even though I knew a lot about self healing, I had no tools for this particular situation.
Doctors couldn’t help me!
Then later, as I was picking myself up and trying to come to terms with things in order to recover health wise, I experienced further shock and a huge sense of shame when I was diagnosed with having Severe Depression.
All the doctors could do was prescribe anti-depressant pills, and tell me to “just think positive”. He even claimed that he had “counselled” me when he was filling in forms – less than five minutes of telling me how to think! What a laugh!
Loathe as I was, I saw that I really had no option other than to take the pills offered in order to take the edge off the severity of what I was experiencing. I even needed an energy balance for my body to accept them as my body and belief systems produced an initial adverse reaction. But I was smart enough to realise that this was not the answer, it was simply a temporary short term bandaid in order for me to get to the cause of this disharmony held within me…
After coming to terms with this shock, I set about healing this aspect of myself, having to dig down to the hidden and buried causes. This was some valley I was in, and so it was a long hard uphill climb out of it.
However, even though I was getting better in some ways, my energy was still so very depleted. Because of the damage done on an energetic and aura level, I continued to feel so vulnerable so often that it was like I might never recover, and I would forever be at the mercy of whatever was happening around me.
I was living in a kind of hell! I did not know how to take care of ripped and damaged energy bodies, nor how to repair them.
In fact at the time I didn’t even know that this was what had happened to me! The injustices and attack on me energetically had cost me dearly.
No one else seemed able to help me, no matter who I went to, and how clever or psychic or spiritual or knowledgeable they were – So I had to learn to put myself back together again.
I had to learn to recognise what drained my energy, what weakened it, and what strengthened it.
And how I could prevent these things from EVER happening to me again!
So I started to learn about spiritual protection, psychic protection and energy protection. I also learned about my being too open and too accepting of people, and of how others could take advantage of me in this way. Thinking that I was a reasonably intelligent person, I had failed to realise that others didn’t necessarily live to the same ethics and conscience as myself. A difficult lesson when you believe in the basic goodness of people…
There was very little written about what was actually happening to me back then. i came across some helpful psychological explanations and learned quite a bit about how my childhood had impacted on me, on how family dynamics had left me prone, and on ways to manage similar situations again. but I was still very very sensitive. And hurting. And I knew that this mental understanding was helpful, but there was more – much more to it. Acknowledging my energetic sensitivity, I realised that I knew a lot about certain things, but not a lot on how to have strong energy fields. So I researched all forms of seen and unseen protection – anything I could find on protection – attending whatever was available or even hinted at regarding protection workshops.
[Frankly, some of the exercise were so wishy-washy and useless that in my despair I wondered what use they could possibly be! But in all fairness they could probably help some people though obviously not the ‘shell-shocked’ among us.]
I met and worked with clairvoyants,gifted spiritual healers, energy workers and even psychics more than ever before and began putting together techniques that could not only help me, but help any of my clients who had been through trauma, shock or severe prolonged stress.
Through working with them and through beginning to ‘feel’ and ‘see’ what was happening energetically I was able to test the validity of these exercises and techniques to help to strengthen the auric fields again for myself – and also for others.
Not Quite There Yet
Gradually building up my health and physical body through nutrition was only part of the story, because even though I had started to become strong, someone or something would still be able to ‘upset’ my energy, or energy fields or emotions again, and I would find myself in another heap. Again…
But it was a process and over time I found the techniques which I now teach to others.
You name it, I tried it … all sorts of physical and energetic exercises … but I found the ones that really made a difference…
And here I am passing on these practical everyday ideas and practices for those needing to lessen their tiredness and burdens. And improve their energy bodies.
Because of my experiences I am genuinely able to help others.
Because I have been through it, I know what I am talking about.
The techniques help you to recognise energy problems and to address them. But remember that part of your healing is to address the “Why” of being in your current state so that you can prevent if from Further happening. Using these techniques will help you to stabilise while you work on discovering your own “weak” spots – and heal them…
I am not just a professional passing on information that I have been told about or just read or studied, I have personally learned all of these (and more advanced techniques) which I freely pass on to my clients, students, readers and customers.
I have had many people come to me that had previously tried lots of other therapies, or who had aches and pains that doctors could find no physical cause for, or who had even tried some types of energy healings that backfired, and they were able to take away for themselves these same exercises that I show you and that have been proven to work.
In my book about “Secrets Behind Energy Fields” I have assembled the most common issues and solutions that most people will encounter. The information has been taken from a very successful workshop I have been teaching for many years.
You can get it at Amazon – This is now available on Kindle or iPad at Amazon and if you don’t have an ereader like that, you can get the Kindle Previewer for FREE!
You can also read more about it here on my other website: www.selfhelphealing.net
To read more about who I am, you can Click Here: About Myra